Ive been feeling pretty good. But theres been a heightened feeling thats kind of been brewing all year. Do you know the feeling when your kind of on the brink of something new in life? When you feel like your inside self has changed and you need something big and powerful to happen? Something should happen. I feel the need. I think Ive come into my new stage in life. Might be called the 20s seeing as Ill be turning that in 2 weeks, but I dont think thats what it is. You cant judge life by age, you can be a young old person or a old young person, wise and young, old and ignorant... whatever. I feel like I want another big change, even though its been a year of experiences, I need one earth shaking decision. That includes me only and no one else. I feel beyond where I am at the moment, if that makes sense. I dont even know what it fully means to me yet, but I do think it is an apt description.

My birthday in two weeks... yay! Get me out of my teens.